It’s Always in My OWN Head

As stated in a previous blog, I really do write every day. I write when I’m happy. I write when I’m lost and confused. I write when I’m frustrated, angry, and sad. I write. What I have found myself doing is refusing to share some of my deepest thoughts with others. On some occasions I think I’m oversharing. Didn’t they hear from me yesterday? What if I become irritating? What if they don’t care? I know this idea seems like a good idea to me, but what if my readers say, That’s dumb. She could have kept those thoughts to herself. There it is. There is that self-doubt again. Not only do I know what I should be doing, I actually know what I want to do. I want to write. I want to convey love and power through my words. These words. These words that I speak to myself in my whirlwind of self-doubt. These words that come from a place of pain that I am grateful to be healing from. The same words that God gave me to heal, I want to give to you. Take, eat, and enjoy.